september 22nd… 2:19 pm on the clock right now…

hmmm… what am i doing on my birthday? i’m eating chocolate ice cream and choco cake… alone… yes, i’m celebrating alone…

guess this is what happens when u’r a grown up already, u get to be on solitary mode on your most important day of the year…

haven’t seen my family since yesterday at noon… had to work from 8pm-6am and no one’s at home during the day… yeah, bad… but i know i have to get used to this set up… not that i need a grand celebration or something… don’t need any surprises or fancy shows…

i’m actually very independent… and i’m not into parties so that’s just fine… i hate being in a crowd… well, i love entertaining people but i don’t really have that much friends… drinking beer, sitting around — not my thing… i never really grew up with balloons and clowns when ‘my’ day comes… it’s either we have family dinner or go out for a movie… not really festive…

God, i expect people to at least give me something today… forget the greetings, i need cash or cute little things to make me feel important and loved even for a day…

wow… loved… don’t mistake this for some i-need-to-be-deflowered-asap drama… i’m definitely not looking for a boyfriend…  i want it, but not yet ready… hello, i’ve been a virgin for the 21st year today and i’m still loving and enjoying it… someone just told me that it’s time to get an exclusive man for myself… r u kidding me? just a few minutes after i heard that, i saw one workmate crying over a heartbreak… like bankerohan river flowing crying… i hate that… crying is one of my favorite hobbies, but that thing is just too hard to handle… i need maturity… i need to prepare my system… char lang, ironwood-siebel?!!! haha… sorry, call center agent mode gihapon ko… siyeeet! tech, can i hold u for a few seconds?!! i mean, put u on hold…ehehehe…

some people asked me for a birthday treat today… too bad i’m penniless as ever… i can only afford kwek-kwek for each… but they won’t accept so i’m not buying… ehehhe… saved my cents!